I wonder what would happen...

...if slowly,

I was going to write something profound, but now it's gone... just tried to call J - for the first time, she didn't answer... dunno where she is on a Monday - contemplating calling her cell, but don't want to bug her... maybe now I'll wait until she calls me... Is that a game? I hate playing games in relationships... we had fun on Friday and Saturday, so maybe she needs a break... won't bug her, but will mention the next time we talk...

I can't write anymore